Mood is gray

Today is a cloudy.And my mood is gray.
Have a bad sleep yesterday night.perhaps,watch TV too late to ensure a well sleep.But, it's not the primary reason i think.The Chinese new year's day is coming,but me, spent the new year's day with my family for 23 years.However, this year,i will spend the new year's day in a distant place.Don't think much,only the life in front of the eye...
I can't bear really.